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Thursday, January 13, 2005

woooh lah! 1 word to descript this few days... TIRED... :X haha... been doing it quite willingly but today was ehhh... not that all rewarding... things not going to plan... haiz... maybe due to the bad omen lah and my studies are lacking behind ppl liao... haha... but manage to find some stuffs or BA, hope i can do it over the weekend... looking forward to holidays :P and the next part is in white colour font, :P all my whines, so please if you dun wan to read, close this browser now, haha... anyway, gotta sleep, tired...

bad bad bad, that all i can say, i was really busy doing things, almost everything lah, haiz... ever seen a event done everything by the president and vice-president? and cant even get ppl to come help, haiz... maybe they were rite? no ppl wanna sign up eGarage 1 lah, wads the use?

but really glad for some who trusted in me, helping and staying till late, thanks! really thanks! thanks for helping out at the LAN gaming event too... maybe should have known this would happen, the sign board we put out today just collapse, maybe this a omen egarage has fallen... haiz... sorry to all those whu helped me, dunno why that they appoint me ah? so many talented and clever ppl in there, to be lead by a fool? haha... sorry, really have low-confidence now... maybe they should have known rite? i am the only 1985 year 1, haha... look at them whu so many top student, i really lead u all down...

sorry... haiz... i am not good technically, the plan was for me to do all the planning and stuffs, but like wad they say, i am not doing anything, all the lecturers doing wad eGarage is up too, cant do anything, i really dunno wad to do liao... sorry... maybe i am just not that good enough lah... felt like a joker today, maybe i should just concentrated on my skool work... haiz... looking at my 2 other exco on the way home, haiz... maybe just wasted their time lah... they did so much, haiz... wasted my time too...

today reliease that maybe i been spenting my time on the wrong stuffs, neglated alots of things that are important, i really dunno, i only know i miss my dog :X maybe just that i shouldnt try to do everything... wanna do well in everything... studies, sports, club, music, everything... but i just cant... that my life i thing.... gotta go sleep... been sleeping less than 4 hours the past 2 days, felt like dying today, still go to skool at 8, prepare all the stuffs but wasted at the end, i dun wanna knoe how tomorrow will be i most like wun be there, sorry... guys, i let u all down... sorry... i cant even protect my own club people today, thats.....

Ben Lim WhIsPeReD OuT @ 1:13:00 AM

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